And oo boy, they tasted good. I did at least wait until I was a *tiny* bit hungry, so I didn't feel too yucky afterwards - although, as predicted, it didn't do anything for my angst. I am trying to have no guilt at all about it. It was a little binge, I knew what I was doing, I chose to do it, so what?
It's only that little voice in the back of my head, saying "um... I really hope this phase doesn't go on too long cuz my fat jeans are getting really uncomfortably tight..." I have to keep reminding myself, trusting myself, that my hunger is not bottomless. I will come back to center. I know this from past experience.
I just wish I could skip past this phase and start craving, like, broccoli. Sigh.
Friday, February 27, 2009
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If I lived closer, I would come and make you some really yummy stuff that was also healthy. {{{Hugs}}}
ReplyDeleteCupcake! This reminds me of my unhealthy triple chocolate muffin addiction. Just say to yourself..."I'm not fat, I just have a sweet hockey body" like I do sometimes. Ahh... the sweet taste of denial.
ReplyDeleteHope the phase doesn't last too long!
I'm sure a lot of this is hormones. And who craves broccoli???? I keep a "family size" bag of twizzlers on hand at all times and eat them like it's my job. Food = comfort for me, and at times, we need the comfort where we can get it. Hang in there!! Are you going to the meeting tomorrow?
ReplyDeleteWhy can't broccoli be a comfort food? Why?
ReplyDeleteI'm sending a lot of happy thoughts your way. You know, all those hormonhes can really toss a mood into the toilet.
ICLW
IMO, all bets are off while cycling. Comfort food just plain helps.
ReplyDeleteOn a personal note, I hope my current cycle works so I can buy comfy, stretchy maternity pants. I'd feel too guilty buying/wearing them now.